Oh Christmas

Christmas is in the air.. And I'm so numb that I can't feel the love given by everyone. It was kind of embarrassing though that everyone was giving me presents of all sizes, and all I can do is to say "Thank you" and give a hug. I'm not used of being treated so... nicely. Well, it doesn`t mean that I`m a meanie or something.. But when people give me gifts, I always give something in return. But now.. It just feels so... weird... Maybe this is the true essence of Chrismas or something. And this is my only Christmas that I haven`t bought anyone anything :(

So yeah. This Christmas is going to be different. I got used with the.. let`s say traditional Christmas back in Cebu.. After waiting for the clock`s hands to hit 12, we exchange gifts; open them; go outside for fireworks; go to the neighbors` houses for some food and stuff.. And other randomness `til we get sleepy.

This is my first White Christmas.. Literally. And it`s the coldest Christmas in my life. Well, depends if it`ll get colder next year. I can`t go outside, hug my friends and stuff... And yes, this is a big thing. It`s hard if you get used with things and suddenly it`ll change. :(

And here comes to the topic my bestfriend`s 19th birthday.. No, I don`t want her to be sad and lonely. I want her to have the best birthday of her life. That`ll make me super =`]

Oh wow... 2008 has been so interesting and fast... Next year will be a big stress.. *sigh*
But I'm not being a pessimist OK? I have really high hopes.. I wish they'll coordinate with me though.

Merry Christmas and have a wonderul 2009 :D